I have two pretty major test's tomorrow. I have a study song (dont make fun of me) but it is "Party in the USA" by Miley Cyrus. BUUUUUUUUUUUUUT- I was looking through my music on my laptop and came across the Song "I need thee every hour" I have held this song near and dear to my heart since I have come to college. I need Heavenly Father now more then ever, and I know it.
One of my favorite songs out of the Primary Songbook is "A Childs Prayer" I was just listening to it and the words really hit me:
Heavenly Father are you really there?
and do you hear and answer every childs prayer?
some say that heaven is far away...
but I feel it close around me as I pray.
Heavenly father I remember now
something that Jesus told disciples long ago
suffer the children to come to me
Father in prayer now i'm coming to thee
Pray, he is there.
Speak, he is listening
you are his child
his love now surrounds you
he hears your prayer
he loves the children
for such is the kingdom
the Kingdom of God
I have heard this song my times, but the part that really stuck out to me (maybe because I am trying to cram all of this information into my head so I'm praying extra hard) is the part that I bolded. I love this song. I love this church. I love this gospel.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
A child's prayer
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Blessed
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Saturday, October 31, 2009
I Hate Halloween
I have a right to be predjuice agaisn't Halloween. A RIGHT. Last year on Halloween Eve, (Oct.30th) I was helping Kaylin and Joe move into thier new apartment, fell, and ended up in the hospital with a dislocated foot. Ouch is right. Ouch is an understatment. Ouch is how Halloween (and months after) of 2008 went. Ouch is how halloween eve and halloween went for 2009. I went to the doctor yesterday during the day because I just wasn't feeling very good and thought that I might have another ovarian cyst. So, I went into my family doctor who thought it sounded more like appendacitis. So, she set up an ultrasound for this morning (Sat-31st) and told me that if i got any higher of a fever or more pain to go to the ER.
My mom randomly checked my head throughout the night to keep an eye on my fever; she said that I had a pretty good sized one...higher then it should be. Around midnight I couldn't take it anymore and my mom took me to the hospital. At this point I was cried out and in a lot of pain. SOO, she took me in and they checked me in and then the ER doctor (very nice woman) put me on Morphine and Zofran..only the two best drugs EVER. Anyway, I had to have a CT scan which meant I had to drink this yummy contrast stuff.....uck. they did that and come to find out I had a huge ovarian cyst that was full of infection rupture, causing the fever, nasuea, vomiting and pain. Everyone that helped me in the ER was really nice. My nurse kept a really good eye on my pain, I never once had to ask for more pain medication. she would come in and ask if I needed more Morphine, I would tell her yes or no, but if I told her yes- she was back within 3.2 seconds wtih a syrgine of it.
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Does anybody hear her?
She is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
but the cannon's ever widening
in the depths of her cold heart
so she sits out on another missed adventure just to find
shes another two years older and three more steps behind
Does anybody hear her?
can anybody see?
or does anybody even know she's going down today
under the shadow of the stepal
with all the lost and lonely people
searching for the hope that's tucked away with you and me
does anybody hear her?
can anybody see?
She is yearning for shelter and affection
That she never found at home
She is searching for a hero
a hero to ride in and save the day
and in walks her prince charming
and he knows just what to say
in a momentary lapse of reason
she gives herself away
Does anybody hear her?
Can anybody see?
or does anybody know that she is going down today?
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
does anybody hear her? can anybody see?
If judgement looms under ever steeple
if lofty glances from lofty people
can't see past her scarlet letter and we
never even met her
if judegement looms under every steeple
if lofty glances from lofty people
cant see past her scarlet letter and we
never even met her
does anybody hear her? does anybody see?
oh does anybody even know shes going down today?
under the shadow of our steeple
with all the lost and lonely people
searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
does anybody hear her?
does anybody see?
does anybody even know she's going down today?
under the shadow of our steeple
with all the lost and lonely people
searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me.
does anybody hear her? does anybody see?
She is running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction.
In my Major (Human Service Counseling) and the classes that I have taken so far in this major there is one thing that I have found the most common: losing hope, feeling alone, being judgemental is common for people to feel. I have felt this way, I know other's who have felt this way, and I know that other's will feel this way; thus, seeking for help is a must. And that is why I will be there to help with (in about a gazillion years when I am done with school).
I italicized and bolded some words because they stood out to me;and I want to expound upon them a little bit more. Oh- and by the way- part of the title of my blog is "Ramblings of a counseling student" so really, this post isn't too far out of sync with this blog. The following is coming from personal experiences and things that I know and have learned so far.
She is running a hundred miles and hour in the wrong direction: When you are depressed, feel like you dont belong, dont know who you are you run in any dircetion. you just go through the motions of living everyday- you do not know where you are going, who you are.
She is trying: sometimes, no matter how hard you try, things just don't go your way. And things just dont get better, a lot of the time it is out of your control if you are trying everything that you can possibly do.
Does anybody hear her? so many times people feel unheard, like they are just being looked over and that nobody is even hearing them, or even wants to hear them.
With all the lost and lonely people: so many people feel lost and lonely; like they have no where to turn, or anyone to turn to. So, they turn to self-destructive things, they turn to pornography and other horrible things.
she is searching for a hero: girls, or anybody really will search for anything, anyone to fill the void that they never found.
in walks her prince charming: especially with girls, when someone walks in that "saves you", when you are vulenrable and not in the right spot in your life then anybody will seem like your prince charming.
if lofty glances from lofty people: people who dont know the situation that you may be in, or perhaps that you have just come out of can be hurtful and harmful. Watch what you say, watch what you do, and watch who you do it to.
and we never even met her: one of the worst things that we, as people, as human beings can do to victims and people who have been hurt, or need help is to judge them. No matter what they have done, (okay- maybe not no matter what- I suppose you can judge murderers, rapist, etc.) you should never judge people. With my volunteer work at the domestic abuse/sexual assult place, I have learned the most common question asked of women who stay with thier abusers is Why? Why would you stay with someone who beats you? Why would you stay with someone who belittles you? Why would you stay with someone who, essentially could hate you? That is for another post, and I can only put my opinino and what I have learned so far as I am NOT a professional....yet. Give me a few more years (or a gazillion as I said before)
The song above is called "Does anybody hear her?" by Casting Crowns. I was listening to it and these thoughts popped into my head, and, as I said before, I am a counseling student, SOOOO, I figured I can post about it. after all, it is my blog. So, I guess if you take anything from this post (if you made it through the whole thing that is) it would be: dont be judgemental. You dont know everybody's situation.
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
Ski Resort
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
Husker Cheerleader
I got to babysit while Kaylin and Joe went to the Husker game this past Saturday. They dressed her up as a little Husker cheerleader and she was A.D.O.R.A.B.L.E!! But of course, this kid could be dressed in ANYTHING and she couldn't ever be ugly. Anyway- we were bored so I took her up to the Conservitory at Mahoney State Park and we saw the fishies, which she LOVED! we then ran around for a little bit, up and down the hills. we had a lot of fun :)
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Scaryiness
This is something that happened at my school this weekend. Go HERE to read it..I dont distintly remember her, I dont think was in any of my classes or anything, but it is still a shock reading this. I can't imagine being the one who found her, or her parents. I have learned from the fury of my past, that nobody, nobody can help those who dont want to be helped. No matter how hard they try, the person has to want to help themself; nobody can forcec anything onto anyone. Just read the article.
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